I can imagine that the full songs is about NF and his relationship with his Dad A kind of concilliatory text.. but probably mostly from his own point of viewnow that he is former and wiser, he looks back and realizes that he too was a tough children at times as most kids are as teens for example and that his Dad probably tried his best to be a good Dad..at a set that was also heavy Lyrics. The track sees NF exploring his own capability of being happy, mentioning childhood trauma, and his struggle with mental health. He examines reasons that could be behind his "agony" when he feels that he should be happy because of how he has been blessed. Music video. The video was directed by Patrick Tohill and NF. And he also expresses regret that he cannot give them what he feels they ‘need’ because he is too “scared”. So in a roundabout way, “Hate Myself” actually reads like a love letter to fans, albeit NF style. He perceives their emotional and psychological needs, which are very similar to his own. And he wants to help them in any way he That's probably like a message about what it's like to heal, but to still hold on to the old things, the old vices, or the bad thoughts. The balloons he actually references to in this song, they are doubts, and so they could have to do with fears, or just things that he's struggling with, things that he doesn't want to have to let go; and we My wandering heart. Is freer in your proximity. And if you can’t rely on me. Then that makes me exactly half the man. That I’d like to be. And I don’t wanna let you down. No I don’t wanna let you down. So I’m gonna buy you a house and a dog. And I’ll try to stick around / we’re gonna settle down. SHSL5i.

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